Sample Poems by Molly
Prosser
On a Date with Myself at the Monday $5
Movie
Everyone has a secret machine,
a quiet, internal technology
that
sorts out the feminists from the porn stars,
that writes long, thin, ticker-tape lists,
that
justifies the disappointment of bloodless bullfights,
that fasts and gorges and fasts when
lovers are out of town,
that catalogues lyrics to Prince songs,
that gets library books
back on time,
that craves meat out of windowless vans,
that creates panic at the thought
of poisonous jellyfish,
that increases cheese intake,
that decreases the need for clean
laundry,
that lowers voices to a whisper in the dark
just as the movie is about to
begin.
Topography of a Body
If the
truth of our childhood is hidden in our bodies, then mine lives in the tips of my fingers, burnt
from canning tomatoes and salt-packing pickles,
or the insides of my nostrils singed by
the cinnamon and clove
and root beer extracts my mother poured into the bubbling sugar
pots for hardtack,
or on my wrist where the scar still smiles up at me from when my
father's quick slash at a venison roast caught my hand inside the carcass, holding back the
entrails.
Hair the color of dishwater, skin the color of a cut raw potato, lips pink like
boiled corned beef. I am a Sunday dinner, a ready feast,
a fully-set table waiting for the bell.
Nesting
She thinks about the puffins hidden in the
clutches of the black cliffs outside Reykjavik, huddled, alighting for haddock or herring as soft-
spoken, thick-bearded men in their blinds cast nets
to catch them, trap them, midflight.
They swallowed the chum from schooners, the plankton spewed from humpback feasts, gorging
themselves until they were too fat to fly back to the volcanic shore and feed their hungry chicks.
She considers the killdeer faking a broken wing, protecting her nest from poachers,
cooing and limping around her pile of rocks to distract her attackers, eggs rocking
slightly in the stones at the edge of the cracked parking lot. The raccoons are close,
sick of dumpster scraps, craving the crack of speckled shells, the thick, golden yolk.
She opens her right hand, spreads her fingers apart and remembers how the Bantams'
thin necks would fit in the spaces and how she would curl her hand around their soft, honey-
colored heads,
her thumb stroking their beaks, the feathers between their eyes,
calming them, loving them, getting them ready for the sharp twist of the wrist.
From the Kitchen of...
I used to watch my
grandmother roll the dough across the counter,
bits of flour and butter pressed into the
cracks of ceramic,
filling the gaps in the grouting. She told me no man would stay unless I
baked.
She liked to say goodnight to the apples and wedges of cheddar
before she
tucked them in and made three quick incisions,
one for the Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost.
I'd have an Easter wedding, she decided. We'd bake the pies
in shifts, assembly-
line style, wooden rollers clanking on the countertops, crusts drying on makeshift racks, coils of
apple peels wilting in the garden.
Even now, in a diner in North Hollywood, I catch a
whiff of warm
Macintosh and smoky cheese and think, I'll marry a man
with a black
lunch bucket.
I'll cut him a slice of pie and wrap it in wax paper. He'll come home late,
maybe drunk, or maybe, if he follows his nose, on time.
Metalwork
I'm in my father's garage cutting siding for a
hunting shanty
in a dead oil town in northern Pennsylvania. His voice is muffled
through the welding mask. He tells me to step back,
keep my eyes off the
arc.
The weld pool, a mercury puddle just behind the tip of the heat,
makes a seam
in the metal. I watch as the corrugated tin falls
in two pieces, slams on the concrete floor
and topples the splintering saw-horses.
It wasn't always about cutting. There were times
he soldered.
His calloused hands melting the rungs of an iron ladder to a massive iron
frame, a homemade tree-stand that rested against a white birch in the back yard. I would climb to
the top, solid foothold after solid foothold, and sit for hours staring at the
yawn of blue sky.
Now, waterfalls of light separate us. The ozone stench of the welding circuit and
chewing tobacco stains on the floor push us apart, keep us at opposite sides of the metal until the
inevitable break when we are left alone, holding our halves.